x Japan - Tears

when my heart in tears..i prefer to listen this song~.... sorry guys this is how i represent my heart..to express what im feeling right now..hope you understand....heartache broken into pieces...does my dream was true?...i just dreamt of you..telling me that..you still in love with someone...that was my dream....last few days...im afraid it will surely happen to me...does 'she' exist? does my dream was real?..arfgghhhhhh just ignore it!...i hate this!.....someone you really love done this to you? whats the point? huhuhu.....im hopeless....~thinking what should i do~//......huhu...god please give me strength.......give me some guidance.....huhuh...~speechless~