Life like this~

hurm.....how is it ar if life not like this..i hate it so much when it comes like this..if i have know it just from the beginning..i surely not involve with it..huhu..but im not regretful...coz..this the way that i choose...arghhh..hate it so much.....but like you said...'who is me,?' me oso have to said like that....but i just ignore it...i tried to explain to you but....seem you will not understand me.....i just hate to be like this.....please help me to see what's goin on with me......arghh....k..i oso dunno what to write...